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[16 Sep 2006|02:12pm] |
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Snowpatrol in concert on thursday night was amazing! I was so tired the next day but I went to school all the same.Got 2 new t-shirts one brown for augustana the start up band then one black for snowpatrol omg it was so amazing I have not had so much fun in ages. Funny story that happend i was like totally in the mosh pit area and these two gay guys stand behind me cool really cute one was but like to cute to be straight so anyway i was like totally dancing so all the girls around us were like laughing becaus they thought it looked like iw as giving him a lap dance so just to lighten things up he puts his arms up behind me and starts shaking his but and stuuf i was so embarrased !!!!!!!! LOL
Reg and i are through but I am content he was too old and let's face it he did not completely please me oh well on the look out once again if you like and were too shy to say stuff becasue excellent chance now
love you alll bye
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[23 Aug 2006|07:09pm] |
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1 travel and tourism-hudec
2 parenting-coletti
3 drama-marontate
4 antro-hnidei
5 english-trudell
6 math-tran
7 media arts-litschko
8 chemistry grade 12-marshall/szalkai
I am pretty confident this year shall be an amazing year with lots of excitment and almost all my class shall be fun (except travel and tourism)
Hugs and Kisses Reginald
I miss you an am counting down the moments till we meet again xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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[12 Aug 2006|01:14pm] |
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So everythng lately has been going in my favor I went out for lunch with my best freind and her grandparetns to harvey's .My grandparetns are ripping out my bathroom yikes what a mess dirt and dust eveywhere. And I dont have to work this weekend thank goodness.
My mom is really nagging lately she says to me today that she wished she never had me now the whole premise of her saying this makes no sense it is totally not my fault my brothers stuff was a mess does it look like I am a boy or even playing with toys in general so she makes me wash the entire basement on my hands and knees god she really needs to become more independent I am so tired of being her "little helper" it's total bull shit let me grow up and be myself instead of bitching at me about everything god sometimes i really wish I could just be someone else and just live my own life without her but I doubt that will ever happen I will be dead before
I miss you Reg
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[05 Aug 2006|05:38pm] |
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I have good news well not about me but about Reg my boyfriend he is coming home soon only a month left I am half way done waiting for him.God do I ever miss him I have never had a total summer without the guy I was going out with or like even when I was in the single world I had someone that would take care of me over the summer and that I could make out with but this goes to show I guess how much of a slut I can be and i was. Well I guess I liek this one so much that I am willing to wait for him because I promised him i would not break up with him over summer plus he is the most kindst sweetist sweetheart that I just cant stop thinking about because he is so hot stuff and he treats me like I am the most important thing in his life.
Ya I know most of this if not all sounds like when I was going out with steve but I guess the feelings were not completly there I mean things moved to fast I was scared I did not want to be stuck with him forever I knew he was not (the one). I know it still hurts him that he loved me so much but I could not return it after a certain point. I have nothing to say for my actions other than I have moved on I still remember past love's that I have lost but what can I do I barely knew myself I am only now learning that hey I can live without a boyfriend being here all the time as long as I know he will return to me true and for me and not someone else like so many have done to me.
I have matured to the level I am at now which tells me that Reg is the guy that fits with me and the way I am at this moment in time in my life with his cute smiles and cute way of kissing me god he can make me calm down and relax at any moment he is incredible even with every email he sends and all the poems and stories I read by him I know that I have nothing to worry about while I am gone he will stay true to me as I have to him
well sorry to anyone who reads this I mean not too sure how much sense it will make but I am sorry Steve I hurt you but I had to take a different path and I guess in my mind you were not on this one maybe later on in my travels but right now Reg is the man in my life
I miss you Reg have fun on the canoe trip cant wait to kiss your face off when you come back.xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxxoo cant wait for the real thing
gtg watch casablanca bye
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[13 Jul 2006|10:30am] |
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Hung out with my friend Jana yesterday fun times were had cant wait til friday she's gonna sleep over. We watched the fourty year old virgin it was really funny, my bro's were watching it with us and they were asking all these questions to my mom and she was answering them matter of factly I totally think that was even funnier than the movie at some points.Ummmm I had to work from like 11:30am til 5:30pm it was a long day's work but I got paid extra for the hoursbecause I was originally supposed to work only til 2:30pm but hey extra money works good for me. I am named the sample /demo queen because it seems that that's all I do plus talk to some customers and I get to use a cash register and swipe credit cards gosh it just makes me so happy everytime I am cashing someone out it's totally so cool to do
Report cards are in 4 days yikes I hate them so much and I miss Reg
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[05 Jul 2006|04:09pm] |
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Alright where to begin these last few weeks have been different I guess you could say I went from one guy that I had for like almost 8 months to a guy I knew but was not really sure whaty was gonna go on with him all I know was that he liked me and I really liked him as well. So ya we began dating a total of I believe like four or five days after we broke up. Reg is his name and he is a total sweetheart I really feel confident that this relationship will work. Sadly enough he is gone all summer but when he comes back I guess no one should bugs us for a while I am gonna have to show him how much I missed him. It will take a long time lol !!!!!!!!!!!!
Work is fantastic I have been getting paid what seems like bigger amounts everytime I get a check so I no longer totally feel poor although most of the funds for the time being will be supporting my baby kitten Henry.
I have registered or will be soon enough registered into a belly dancing class so I can get into better shape and hey feel better about myself too so when I go to the states I can buy more revealing clothes and not feel disgusting wearing them. I am impressed because it seems like I am getting my life into some order.
Well i gtg luv ya all thanks for listening to me as a rummble on about stuff you dont care about it
"GO FRANCE" they are so gonna win the world cup "vive le francais"
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We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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[24 Jun 2006|10:18pm] |
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Okay so today did not go so well for me it was Reg's and my first day apart and it was sorta hard for me to deal with like I know he will be back but it sucks because for a while until september 9 or 10 he is gone and we have only been going out for a week so I am totally moody and sad but I hope he has a great summer and I cant wait to see him soon enough.
I watched the wedding date today it was okay and also just friends it was pretty funny. Ummmmmmm Helped my mom do usual chores this morning and went to my friends house because I was too sad and I needed to have fun and not pout all day long forever.
I miss reg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[20 Jun 2006|12:35pm] |
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day ?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance ,or nature's changing course, untrimm'd
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possesion of that fair thou ow'st;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
So long men as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee..
-Shakespeare
My favouite sonnet
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Things that i wanna accomplish this summer
learn to get along with the way i look
become an excellent employee at my work
have a passionate romance this summer with a person who's love for me grows over time and always grows greater
pass all my classes
make new friends
make friends with all the people who hate me including ex boyfriends
trust myself
realize that i am not as bad as i pretend to be
spend time bymyself so i dont ruin any relationships
stop being a bitch because i am afraid if i dont they wont stay
be myself
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hey ok long time no update I am doing good no complaints having a little guy trouble nothing major I am confident we shall work through it but I needed a break from him and it might make our relationship better when we do deide to own up to the fact each of us has eachother.To look out for of course so please no one ask me anymore question and plese do not bug you know who about it either okay thanks much apreciated. Well I left school early today I had an interview at the body shop really awesome my second so I got chosen among 3 or 4 others out of like 50 or more pretty sweet I thought they even had a guy wanting to work there. I found out something totallly nasty if you are on a subway for five minutes you can get in your skin the equivalent amount of dead skin cels from other people to make up an entire dead persons body pretty gross eh. Anyway hope I get that and hope things get better with him because despite everyting I still love him and want him to be happy without me or with no matter he is a great person that really cares and has a cetain cutness about him that his face stays in my mind forever and wont leave so i guess that is it love ya people Tata
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[07 May 2006|04:28pm] |
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Happy 6th months today steve!!!!! seems like we just met and cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I got a little kitten yesterday his name is henry like king henry the 8 the one with orange hair . he was born feb 15 og this year he is just a little guy he is orange and loves my mom and to play with my feet as welll steve got his brother and a girl kitten so there names are sonya and soloman well that is all for today piece out
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Howdy what is going on i am good i have been a bit tired lately and complaining a little too much lately . I feel bad for Steve because i bet i would be sick of my complaining lately with that stupid time change it seems just when i get used to the one kind of time they switch it once again . yuck LOL ummm what else 5 months tomorrow with steve god i cant believe it i am still as crazy about him as the night he slept next to me at the all night dance in novemeber he loves me and i lvoe him with my whole heart i will never let him go i just cant stop kissing him and hugging him i am like a magnet to him. I got my report card well average of 71.36 i think not bad pour moi but stupid english teacher who wont move my mark up even though i deserve it whatever i will show her no biggie . had fun at steves birthday party last weekend he is 17 yay can you say backseat making out because i can lol no joke i am so excited for this summer should be great peace out tata love you steve my dear
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my bad habits
1 singing songs even if i dont know all the words so my words become slurred to sound like the melody of the song
2 i become a bitch when i dont get my way on everything because i am spoiled
3 i yell at my brothers just because i feel like it even if they dont do anything
4 i am a controling freak when it comes to computer games that i especially love
5 i hate people touching an of my stuff unless i let them becazuse they have asked
6 i sometimes cry over boyfriends from the past because i feel like it was always my fault when things went wrong and i even cry over boyfirneds i have now because i hate being single or alone because it makes me feel unwanted therefore i like being paid attention
Happy Birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to steven happy birthday to you and many more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my mom is judging me by my english mark which happens to be the only low mark on my report card what a bitch she never let's me give my reasons she thinks i am lying but i am actually not she is so stupid .....its amazing because she tells me that i need to go in applied classes but yet then calls me stupid because i am in these oh ya then she says i am a mistake whnat a stupid bitch
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March Break well what fun lets see hmmmmmm ive hung out with steve gotten an upper respiratory tract infection medicine hurts my stomach , throat still hurts still stuffy nose yuck watched a barbie movie for fun quite amusing lol funny special features hahahahahaha jk sorta ummmmmmm cleaned my house today was supposed to see you know who but my mom was like so rude in disturbing my plans i hate it when she does that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! going to hang out with him tommorrow though and go bowling and maybe something else whatever we feel like
on a side note anyone have any good make out music ya i know it might sound weird but i am interested becasue we can use it as a code so no one walks in on us thanx if ya do if not just whatever
LOVEYOU STEVE
i love you always and forever
i love kissing in the rain it makes all your worries just drift off and never come back
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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alright well it has been like 4 days since the break up and i am feeling better i am no longer mad or angry i have made amens with steve and so far i have agreed to give him one more chance but if something is to go wrong i wont bend over backwards fro him again i mean i love him but i dont wanna be hurt but i have been promised and i believe it that it will not happen again i am happy again i can stop crying and hurting and i can be in love like i was before.
so besides that point i think i have managed tio either get the flu or just some terrible stomach virus either that or something else lord knows what that could be . my little bro's are all sick and i am stuck at home bored crazy because my mom is at some kind of soccer meeting thingy yuck i will be bored till like 4ish omg .
other than that i am good no homework this weekend which is good but the only thing is that since i dont i have nothing to do i had like tons of plans but guess what besides shopping with my mom sometime this weekend for undergarments because lord know i am a female sometimes i wish i was not !!!!!!!!!lol oh well such is life . i am enjoying piece and quite but there is a bit too much I am now watching the first version of willie wopnka and the chocolate factory did you know charlie is 49 years old because he was 14 in the 1971 verison and if you add 35 years which is how long it's been since the film was made that he ios now a new your upstae veteranarien and cann you beleive never told anybody about it till his wife was going to meet his mother, if i were him i would have told everybody i was so surprised to hear this . anyway i have to go be nurse to my bro's and give them drugs yummy lol hahahahahahahahahaha
Tata for now
onlyhope_154
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[01 Mar 2006|07:44am] |
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Steve and I have broken up for now i guess you could say he did it last night and i could not let him back in my life to try again because he hurt me too bad such is life i guess it is a real big shame because i was so happy being with him it really upsets me that as i was so uypset and he was breaking up with me he still told me that he loved me well ok then why did we break up god i feel like my heart is breaking with every word or sound that was sad it hurts even to speak of it now gosh i wish i could turn back time to when we were both happy with eachother god i still love steve despite all the hurt it will take a long time to get over him anyone got any ideas on how to seal up this wound he has made inside of me if so just leave a comment it would really good i need something
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hello everybody ummmmm this week has been good i guess i am still with steve for like the almost fourth months on the 7th yay i went tio a coffeee house party on the friday that just passed it was soooooooo much fun she had soooo much food omg i loved her bathroom she said she would let me pee in it whenever i wanted that is soooo cool. alright welli gotta go update someone else's lj account
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hello to all people that gives a crap and reads my live journal ummmm letès see where do i begin semi was awesome i love my steve more than anything ummmm school second semester has begun and well i love scinece hard to believe but i do and history well my teacher is absolutely fucking retarded ummm my parents have basically gotten into too many fights latetly and frankly i am so sick of hearing them like it is not everyday anymore but it is alot more than normal mind you ummm i am sick went to the docs todaty i thought i might have strep throat but i had the test5 and doc says i got only two outta four or more symptoms so no meds yet i am at home doing absolutely nothing but waiting for steven to come over and watching the notebook i have seen it too many times nothing else pretty much gtg my fav pat of the movie is on and i have to empty my dishwasher and watch my bro tata love ya steve xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxopxoxoxoxo
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